God gave me a picture.....

In my last post I discussed that I was struggling with an inner battle. Well I still am and there has been lost of tears shed and lots of crying out. One morning as I was sitting and listening and praying God gave me this picture...It was a picture of me in a desert, and I am standing there looking out at the never ending journey ahead of me. I start to panic and think to myself, "how on earth am I going to do this" and I am just overwhelmed and beside myself. Then another picture comes to me. It is the same picture but in this one God is there and I can hear Him very clearly...Jen, you need to surrender to me and I will help you through this journey. Then I see myself, fall at His feet, sob, and cry out. The He puts out His hand, helps me up and says, "You ready? Let's Go" and hand in hand God and I begin my journey....